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low​-​fye

by Grant Ulysses

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i was looking for a boy like you to come along come along when i check my phone we can keep it lowkey don't @ me at the function guess that's my bad throwing up at the function meet in the junction in your head it's a mess that's a bass reduction to the left we keep the ?? what's left unsaid the rest hardly even sympathies a symphony of death black cherry waste away gardens full of grace black cherry wipe away my burden full of faith
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clown 01:10
good friends bad blood two lungs one gun one future one passed one moment won't last im sick of this place im tired of this town where nothing goes up and it all comes down im sick of your face because im sick of that frown im a liar and a coward but i aint no clown not today not for certain not for you
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how it goes 02:08
i couldn’t wait to see you again i counted the days that we were just friends and now it’s today i couldn’t pretend i don’t wanna know how it goes sometimes i think i think too much but sometimes i dont sometimes theres nothing at all i like that the most
5.
i dreamt again made the same mistake i closed my eyes found another day i open up while i’m wide awake and in that space begin to decay tell me how it still feels the same i tried again im still in my way i never learn from my own mistakes i’m in between in front and around the only thing that’s holding me down and under it all i couldn’t be found    
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idea 00:51
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there’s a place i know where nobody goes and i wanna keep it that way there’s a slug instead inside of my head where everything moves too slow and i’m away she said asleep in her bed she’s thinkin i don’t know she’s home but i don’t care enough to call out her bluff and i wanna keep it that way there’s a thought i think i made a mistake it’s the first thing that came to my mind there’s a subtle pain inside of my brain and everything surrounding but im a talking toy im hearing my voice saying i shouldn’t appear there’s a place i go when nodody knows and wanna keep it that way there’s a time for this when everything fits and i’m sitting inside of myself there’s a place, i think i made a mistake maybe i know nothing at all i don’t wanna die but sometimes i lie and i think i just did it again there’s a place i know that nobody goes and i wanna keep it that way
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over & over 03:14
once a time i was waiting to find i was wasting my time it was all in any mind once again i've been known to forget every moment in bed it was all in my head black and mild every once in a while aint that bad in bloom it's a miracle yeah I keep the same old tune on the stereo nicotine out the side of my bedroom hope i don't listen too hard hope I stare too long at the fullmoon i can see the look on your face when I tell you i don't wanna live that long over and over again it's a circular motion im stuck at the end of the first time I called i knew that I couldn't pretend i've been waiting for something to change
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waste my time where’d you go strangely i still think i wanna see this through
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im still lost in all of your faces i can never figure it out i find myself in all the wrong places hoping i can figure out i woke up again with one thing on my mind how to get the smile that’s on every face but mine sometimes i wonder how it ever got this way yeah i’m a sinner but you ain’t a saint she told me she love me but i know that she don’t love me and i know she loves adventure and i know she want a daddy and she know i ain’t got nothing and damn if that ain’t the truth m’m still tired of all of the motion maybe I could settle it down i find myself in front of the mirror staring right back at a clown
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when i go away sometimes keep me on say "I won't give in" i just wanna know how good you feel i just wanna how that body does keep me open board for something more i don't wanna feel your pain anymore I don't like wasting when you're gonna then you're gone and im on my own
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i saw you on the television picking up speed you’re the only other person that can scare me in my dreams it was only seven thirty when you said you couldn’t sleep i didn’t want to think that you would ever be so mean criss crossing intertwined on your bed frame underneath and i think that i know why i let you get the best of me every time that i come over always happy when I leave but the other guy does he know about me does he know about the way you say "i love you" when you mean it it’s a good thing all our friends are really good at keeping secrets yeah it’s obvious but sometimes i pretend i do not see it same time next week be discrete we’ll be
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today 01:02
gimme a way to find an escape im sorry im late im sorry i paid you in full im still in the maze i wanted to know all the things you hate gimme a reason why i never looked too hard gimme a way to feel like nothing’s all that far
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tried enough 01:12
i’ve tried enough to reach you you don’t seem to care at all it’s always everywhere except the place i want it all i don’t care if im the only one who ever sees you fall if only i could ever pick you up if you would ever call my phone’s been ringing on the hour i know it’s my at fault i just want to meet you on an open line and let go of it all my phone still ringing every minute feels like it’s been none at all between the time when i could see you and whatever time i called i’ve tried enough
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warm 01:24
i can’t get warm when i’m without without you i tried to find a place that’s not blue the time goes by and never change there’s been enough of that these days i can’t get warm when i’m without without you i can’t get warm when i’m without without you i guess that’s what it always what it comes to i fell for two when it was one i can’t believe what God has done
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wasp 01:28
thinking outrageously I write in cursive i hide in my bed with the lights on the floor wearing three layers of coats and leg warmers i see my own breath on the face of the door oh, i am not quite sleeping oh, i am fast in bed there on the wall in the bedroom creeping i see a wasp with her wings outstretched
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when i’m inside looking through my eyes i can’t help the picture in mind so i see you in the movies so i see you in the streets it’s a skip that my heart takes when i make a mistake it’s the thrill in my body when i think it’s your face i go downtown to hide out in the streets scared to see you in every face i meet so i see you in the movies so i see you in the streets it’s a skip that my heart takes when i make a mistake it’s the thrill in my body when i think it’s your face

about

“low-fye” is a collection of bedroom sketches and demos from the last year, the most raw and vulnerable collection of sonic feelings from Grant Ulysses to date.

this is not my best work, or explicitly about him, but since the Grant U project as a whole is a type of sonic diary I feel compelled to release these songs on the one year anniversary of the death of my father as a way to mark the passage of time.

i was scared to put out something so unpolished and “not professional” - wondering about how my peers would judge the quality and if it would hurt my career as a producer and keyboardist in a more commercial setting.

but a great majority of the songs that moved me growing up were not industry polished pop songs but rather songs that listening back, honesty sound terrible.

no offence to people like The Microphones, Teen Suicide, The Moldy Peaches, Salvia Palth, et al…

anyway this collection has something for everyone, some well structured upbeat tunes, long instrumental jams, short acoustic guitar sketches, piano ballads.

a full length studio album of real songs is on the way and I’m looking forward to focusing on on that now that I’ve let these ideas into the public sphere and can put them behind me.

thank you for listening 🌞

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released October 30, 2022

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